What do you think of the extremity

others go through to be mean to me because they are scared of what my dad would do to them so much if they didn't, like it would make a difference in the end?  Isn't that criminal mastermind at work?

Bad

I thought bad words again but not as bad as before at least.

Problem

The experimenters won't stop making noises to bother me.  It seems very physical.  They can stare at me and study me, and I don't have to do anything.  It triggers a negative reaction in me and inflicts great pain.

PROBLEM

They are trying to knock me out with my personal sensing and tell me I did something to them.  I just want to defend myself.  They are the ones who did something.